My home for the day
I’m feeling motivated today. It’s a good job really, since GAMSAT is next week. Oh god oh god.
It’s ok. I’m at peace with my impending failure, and I feel great about going to Ireland in March to resit. Sort of.
I’ve spent so long in this library. I know that the doors on the third floor say ‘Pull’, but that actually you can push or pull them. I know where all the hidden-behind-bookcase plug sockets are. I know all.
This is the most important thing to me at the moment.
I have a new job. I’ll be so sad to leave, but happy to be leaving the hardest job I’ve ever done.
I understand vectors, a little bit.
In six weeks, my exams will be done.
To free time.
//. / // . To baking, sewing, printing.
// //../ /////. /-/Watching The 100 without feeling guilty.
//To making journeys.//
////. / /// // /. ///// To meeting a friend I haven’t yet met.
// // //./// ///. // And in (less than) one year, being somewhere I haven’t yet been.
*this is life for now.
*some photos from our impromptu trip to Brean last week
How great it is to be eating a lunch mainly from my garden.
This morning has been all about this song , yoga, and learning to answer 30-second maths questions. Please let this be the last time I sit the UKCAT. Let the gods of medical school have mercy this year.
Trying to focus on the most important aspects of life right now. Mainly on doing well in my exams and managing to stay healthy, happy, focused and aligned.
//I will become what I deserve.//